My heart has been heavy the last couple days as I have contemplated if I am really giving it my all in helping others and trying to lift their burdens. Do my words strengthen others and show love? Am I giving it my best efforts and what more can I do? I attended sacrament with my little crew and then left to attend the Arlington Ward for their unit conference.  Listening to the talks throughout the day, I felt a sense of urgency that I need to be there more for my sister.  Charity is a single mother and had the realization Friday that she can no longer anticipate help with the kids financially at all.  There was another incident on Friday and her primary focus is the safety of herself and children.  I feel that I need to visit Robert as well because no matter what,  he is a child of God and deserves to feel the love of others too.  My heart aches for he, Charity, and the kids.  I want so bad to do more and be there but I have to guard my crew too and can not let my relationship with my husband or children be effected. I long to do so much more.  I hope that my children learn to serve others and look for the opportunity to help alleviate the burdens of others and find happiness.  Some of the most peaceful moments I feel are in serving others.