And he is 17....

We all have one, or for some of us two. The child or loved one that contributes to lack of sleep and much worry. I have mine, you have yours. But today, one of mine celebrates his 17th birthday and it seems like yesterday, I was watching him ride his hot wheel thing in his underwear and Toy Story hat. Our boy loves big. As much as he helps me grow, he has the biggest heart. He takes time for the one, who needs to be noticed (if he’s not lost in thought). He’s funny without trying and oh so witty. He’s a gentle giant of a kid. We wouldn’t trade him most days and we know he’s destined for good. He is the clumsiest kid we know and our miracle boy (ax in foot, bitten by a black widow, and Steven Johnson's from his medication).  We love you and believe in you, Jacob William! Happy Birthday to my Will!  

Facts about Will by Will:

I love my family and friends.

My favorite thing to do is hang out and play with friends

I love learning new things about piano

You currently want to be when you grow up: A Marine Biologist

Your favorite color is: Teal

Your favorite show is: Brooklyn Nine-Nine

Your favorite game is: Fortnite

My favorite activity is playing games

Your favorite girl is: My mom

You are really good at: Fortnite

Your best friend is: Walker Orris and James Jones

You want to vacation to: The Caribbean on a cruise

Your favorite ice cream is: Cotton Candy

Your wish is to be rich and successful

Your hero is: My dad

Your favorite thing to do with your friends is: Hang out in real life

Your favorite holiday is: Christmas

Your favorite person in the whole world is:  I have no favorites

Your favorite song(s) is: Born with a Broken Heart and Lucid Dreams

Your favorite restaurant is: Texas De Brazil

Your favorite foods are: Steak

If you had $1000 you would buy: A personal laptop and Gas

 

And they’re off….

 Two parts of my heart left this morning for Texas and only one will be coming back. Aubree was initially flying out Monday but was able to change her flight to leave from Texas and go to Houston with Ginny. Ginny was driving up for a wedding and will be staying with Chris and Crystal. It was not my ideal of letting her leave early (she decided last night) but I did not say anything negative. I’m trying to help her see that I’m trying my best to let her be an adult. Jake did have a heart to heart with Aubree last night and expressed the importance of her getting back in school and applying multiple places with nursing programs. He told her Logan is a distraction if it’s keeping her from pursing intently her goal. I miss her fiercely and love her even more fierce. As much as I may have not wanted to give up three days with her (most likely it’ll be another six months before I see her), I am glad my girls are bonding. 

It was been an incredibly wonderful week with our family, even if some of us were sick at different times. I love them. 

Reindeer games, Christmas Eve, and Christmas Day

Merry Christmas- I am so thankful to know of the babe born in Bethlehem so long ago. I am grateful to know not just of his birth but the why of it, the Messiah who makes second chances possible and families eternal. 

What joy I gave felt this past week with all of my kiddos here and seeing them happy. This year they gave the most thoughtful gifts for my birthday and Christmas, both completely unexpected. I like to get for them not them necessarily me. However, it allowed me to feel the spirit of the season from a different perspective and reminded me we are all recipients of His gifts and love. 

Christopher used his own money and bought everyone small gifts tailored to them. I was the recipient of a candy I ate as a child- he remembered it from over a month ago when I showed them in the store. 

Will used his money and bought me the most thoughtful birthday card and what made it more special is he had all his siblings write a message in it too. 

Aubree gifted me a beautiful necklace and a minky blanket. Little does she realize though the best gift is her here now. 

Ginny bought me a nativity that I have wanted and then completely arranged (including outfits) and surprised me with family photos. 

Jake, well I’m pretty sure the kids helped him, but he helped make family photos happen and helped arrange the girls and I to get matching bracelets. He also had me a stocking with my favorite candies from the kids perspective (although it was also part of his reindeer games). 

The gifts were nice but my favorite and fondest were being together. From Sunday in Jackson to Reindeer games Monday night to Christmas Eve concert to Christmas Day. I love every minute of our annual reindeer games, our Christmas Eve concert and story, and the kids waking us to share obstacle course adventures and videos (we almost did not do but I’m so glad we did….these (stories, laughter, and videos if it) are some of my absolute favorite Christmas memories). 

Merry Christmas from our family to yours! 

The Almost perfect day

Today (12/22) was the almost perfect day. At church, we heard short testimonies of the Savior followed by a carol. Jake asked me yesterday if I could share a brief testimony and choose a hymn. I chose “hark the herald angels sing” and shared the following words before we sang it: 

“During the Christmas season people everywhere sing carols- carols that tell the story of the babe in a manger. Yet, “Hark! The Herald Angels Sing”, shares the profound message of more than just a babe in Bethlehem, but his purpose in coming. The why. The how. What He provided and conquered. 

Who is this babe born to humble, unprepared parents in a stable? That woke shepherds in the middle of the night to follow a star and brought angels to visit a baby lying in the hay without invitation. What a scene it must have been.l! A scene that has become picture worthy and song worthy …. but not because it went as planned or smoothly (the wise men showed up a year late). But because of Love, Purpose, Family, and of course, Jesus. That’s why we celebrate. 

“Hark the herald angels sing” cannot exclaim it enough: “newborn King,” “everlasting Lord,” “Prince of Peace,” “Son of Righteousness.” This is a royal birth. The coming of our Savior, but nothing like it screams fit for a king or royalty as we know it. There were no red carpets, no servants, no feasts, etc but He is our king, my king. 
    
A king that taught characteristics of compassion, grace, generosity, love of all- even enemies, and forgiveness. He healed the sick, cast out devils, met people where they were in their darkest hours. He loved the poor, touched lepers, revered women, welcomed children, and extended his compassion to His enemies…all against the trends of His time. He saved then and He saves now. 

Hark (Listen) the herald angels sing “God and sinners reconciled!”. He was born to give second chances. He shows us how to forgive and extend grace. He was born to raise the sons of man and to help us become- a message we must share with others in our day. It is my hope that as we sing the words of this hymn, we reflect more fully of the redeeming mission of Christ and help proclaim God and sinners reconciled.”

After church I asked Beck to snap a couple pictures of our family in hopes of getting a good one….which was unsuccessful. I was scrolling through them on the way home discouraged about it when I was informed we were having real family photos taken in 45 minutes. Ginny had arranged it for my Christmas gift….it was a complete surprise and the best ever. 

After photos we drove to Jackson to celebrate Christmas a touch early since Charity was in town. It was a great day there. On the way home, I had expressed one of my best days… all Christmas carols at church, family photos, and an enjoyable day with my parents and sisters. 

Now, I sit in the waiting room as Will is being mentally evaluated. He got upset tonight when I told him his friend couldn’t come over tomorrow.  He left home (temperature in the 30’s) and he e couldn’t find him for over an hour. I was scared and so worried. He finally went to a restaurant about 2 miles from the house and called Ginny. Oh did I mention before he left, he tried to hit me and threw a log at his dad’s car busting the back light?  I’m not happy to be here and have very mixed feelings but we truly are trying to do right by our boy.

Nutcracker with Ginny & Aubree is home...YAY

Last Friday (12/13) evening, Ginny treated my mom and I to the Nutcracker in Jackson as my mom's Christmas gift from her.  I took the day off work, did a little Christmas shopping after my dentist appointment, took Jake lunch, and then met Ginny at 1:00 for us to head to Jackson.  She and my mom had pedicures and the we went to dinner before heading to the ballet.  Ginny was so excited and shared how attending the Nutcracker with Nana growing up is one of her favorite memories....primarily because she remembered pink & purple ballerina cupcakes. It was an enjoyable evening with my daughter.  

Tuesday (12/17) evening I gathered a group of ladies from church to go see another member of our Relief Society in a Christmas musical.  I enjoyed dinner beforehand and enjoyed the musical more than I thought, probably because the congregation joined in to sing three carols.  It also made the evening sweeter, when she saw us and smiled so big.  I am reminded at times, when I see people struggling, even my own children, of "who is fighting for them?". Jake often tells the youth...to fight like dragons for one another and it is probably something we should all do for one another. After the concert, I was off to the airport to get our Aubree!

Aubree is home and although it is only temporary and for a couple weeks, I am glad.  My heart was happy last night when all my kids ended up in the my room on the bed with me and then Jake came in the room after getting back from church.  In my head, I thought I always want to remember this, so figured I best write about it quickly.  Today, Aubree and the boys drove downtown and had lunch with me for my birthday.  I have also received some very kind texts, which was really nice because often my birthday is forgotten because it is so close to Christmas.  My mom and dad called and sang me a song this morning. 

Wednesday (12/8) evening, Aubree and I accompanied Christopher to the temple with the youth as families were invited.  I was a little sad that far too little showed up and of these ones that did, none had family there.  

Here are a few of my favorite messages from the day (12/19):

1. "Hope you have a wonderful day! The world is a better place with you around. Happiest of birthday wishes." - Julie Ritter

2. "Happy birthday to the closest to perfect person I know!! I love you so much. I miss you everyday." - Charity

3. "Happy, happy birthday big sister. I couldn't have asked for a better sister and example! I was just thinking about when were a teenager and you working hard to help with Christmas! Thank you for all you do and did for us! The world is a better place because of you." - Sandra

4. "Happy birthday beautiful!!! I thank God for you everyday. I hope your day is wonderful." - Jake

5. "Dear mom, You have made my life so much more bearable (this was a bear face picture and able after it) and better by being a part of it. I love how you always get me and help me push through challenges. I wouldn't be here today if you weren't by my side. Because of this I'm giving you a stress free session filled with an hour of massaging. Thank you for being a light to the world." - Christopher

Youth Program 2024

 One thing that I love that Jake does as Bishop as the youth do a program each year. The youth each write their own parts (this year we have a copy because it is being translated into Spanish as well).  I am profoundly touched by music and I felt my heart swell listening to the youth sing and seeing my boys up there. I have learned the music we learn in Primary teaches us the fundamentals. I do not recall many lessons but I recall the principles taught in song.

Dec 8, 2024 Bartlett 2^nd Ward Youth program

Intro-The youth theme this year comes from 3 Nephi 5:13, which states: “Behold, I am a disciple of Jesus Christ, the Son of God. I have been called of him to declare his word among his people, that they might have everlasting life.”.  What does this mean to you?  As we share some of our thoughts, maybe you reflect on your discipleship as well.

Savannah Young- The meaning of disciple is “a follower”. I try to follow Jesus by making Him a part of my every day. I try to be Christ-like even though it may prove to be very difficult. Going to seminary isn’t easy to do every morning but with that thought in mind of how much better my day will be with Jesus, I manage. Being a disciple of Christ will never be easy. There are so many things you are constantly improving on. Being a disciple may be hard, but it also means you have Christ with you to help you with all your difficult challenges. I am a disciple of Christ and strive to become more like Him every day. Although it may be hard, I am grateful to live my life with Him as my guide.

Lucas Ransom- To be a disciple of Jesus Christ is to be a follower and a teacher of His teachings.  I am a disciple through my actions. I try my best to be nice to everyone I meet. In seminary last year, we had to memorize a bunch of scriptures. One of these scriptures says, “faith without works is dead”. Now I looked at this at face value and reasoned that God can help you all He can, but without your work to get what you ask for, then you will never get it. I can believe all I want, but without me acting on these beliefs, I cannot truly claim that I have faith.

Emily Packard- Being a disciple of Jesus Christ to me is being a good example to others of how to turn to and be more like Jesus. It is staying calm and being kind to others even when they aren’t.

Scotty Marshall- I am a disciple of Jesus Christ. I try to say personal prayers and do my best to read scriptures. I try to keep in mind those who are going through troubles. At school I stick up for anyone who is being bullied or having a hard time. My Papa is an example of discipleship. He is always sharing the gospel with others so they can learn about Jesus Christ and his example.

Sam Nelson- My family is very spiritually active. My great grandpa was bishop for the same ward three times and his son was caught in a flash flood with his scout troop. He was able to find shelter because his faith and prayer. So, by being a disciple of Christ, I follow in the footsteps of great men.

Dallin Seaman- Being a disciple of Christ is important to me because my family, my friends, and everyone important to me are striving to be a disciple. I loved going to FSY where my goal was to come closer to Him. Reading my scriptures, praying, and bearing my testimony all help me become a disciple of Christ and feel the Spirit.

Jonah Donald- I am a disciple of Christ by trying to be a good example to me friends. One time a friend shared something that was irrelevant and just wrong. I asked him to stop things like that and he has. I hope you can try this and I can follow y’alls examples.

Jasmine Jones- Being a disciple of Jesus means following his example of love and thoughtfulness. I try to treat others with respect, help those in need, share His message with friends, and I seek to be kind and compassionate in my everyday life. Through prayer and learning from the scriptures I grow in faith and live a life that reflects His teachings. It’s not always easy but I believe that living like Jesus brings peace and happiness in my life.

Song: Peace in Christ

Chris Farrell- 2 Corinthians 5:7 states “For we walk by faith, not by sight” is a great way to describe how we can be a disciple. With all the world being so chaotic, we have to stay believing in Christ to survive and return. He will give us strength. For example, whenever my friend has a bad day or something like that, I always stay positive because I know we can survive. Christ helps us survive as well if we have faith.

Chloe Boston- Being a disciple of Christ means to me what we are. With Him no matter what, he chose us to be His people. And to me that is the best things. Being a disciple of Christ helped me through a lot this year. He loves us and is here for us in our struggles.

Marcus Simmons- I am a disciple of Jesus Christ by being an example to others. I try my best to show others how to follow Christ. I am also a disciple of Christ by being kind and caring. I try to show Christ-like love to others. I comfort those in need of comfort, I help those in need of assistance, and I also stand as a witness of God in all times, in all things, and in all places.

Mariah Marshall- I can be a disciple of Jesus Christ. At school I always say hi to people in the morning or check with people to see how they are doing. I always want them to know they matter and they that I care because when you do this, it makes a difference. Another way, I am a disciple is waking up and going o seminary. For me this is very hard but when I go it makes a big difference in my day. I can tell that when I do go to seminary, I have a better day or can think more clearly at school. Being a disciple of Christ is important to me and has made my testimony grow.

Thomas Young- I think an important part of discipleship is ministering to those around you. It amazes me how often when I find myself needing support, I have a friend text or call me.  I know this is a way the Lord helps me out, and in return I try and reach out to others. Often, I am amazed about how often I hear them say they had been feeling down, and me reaching out to them was helpful. This is just one of the numerous blessings from discipleship and most often happens in my life.

Makenna Stone- The blessings I get from being a disciple of Christ is I get ___ why because I can go to my Savior for guidance in my life and He can guide you to Jesus. For example, if someone is mean to you, think and act how He would, how Jesus Christ would act towards someone in life.

Gretchen Seaman- Discipleship is what gets me through the day. I have come to learn the blessings of being a disciple of Christ. Through daily life to the hardest challenges, I’ve gone through, I have learned being a follower of Christ makes days easier. I truly can say I do not know where I would be without the guiding hand of the Lord. Discipleship isn’t just coming to church, praying, and reading, even though those are vital. Discipleship is wanting to be like Christ in every way. Discipleship simply could be being a friend. I love the Lord, my Heavenly parents, and the Holy Ghost. I love them with my whole heart and a being a disciple is just one way I show my appreciation.

JJ Jones- Being a disciple of Christ, is hard, but it is always worth it. When we do what the Lord wants us to, He doesn't leave us to do it by ourselves. He grants us the power to do what we need to do and gives us blessings to reward us for doing it. Now that I am going to public school, I have a lot more problems and pressure, but I also have a lot more opportunities to be a disciple of Christ for my classmates. I am a disciple of Christ by being a smiling light to those around me, by helping people wherever I can, and I constantly notice the Lord helping me, with school, and by multiplying my efforts to help people.

Song: Disciple of Christ

Kaitlyn Stone- I am a disciple of Jesus Christ by committing to Him and living His standards. A disciple is being dedicated to a mission of Jesus. I have been blessed from being a disciple by God and Jesus helping me through all my trials in life. They help me think better about myself. I continue to be a disciple of Christ when I am challenged by people at school and by people in public when they say bad things, or He isn’t real. I keep Him in mind.

Jake Farrell- I am a disciple of Christ. To be a disciple of Jesus Christ means to pray with a sincere faith and align your will with God’s will. I can continue to be a disciple of Christ by shining my light on others through service, prayer, and church attendance. 3 Nephi 15:12 says; “Ye are my disciples; and a ye are a light unto this people…”  An example of when I was a disciple happened just a few weeks ago whenever someone asked me to personally pray for them at work. They had a surgery come up, and they believed in the power of prayer as I do. The surgery was successful, and they thanked me. This shows that trying to be a disciple is also a successful way of life because it results in you showing kindness to others and yourself. Something I can work on trying to be a disciple is my honesty because I have a lot of trouble with it somedays, but I know through Christ I can change that.

Jace Packard- I can continue to be a disciple of Christ by reading my scriptures daily. I have been challenged by praying each morning an evening.

Jared Nelson- I have noticed that I strive to be a disciple of Christ through my daily scripture study, prayer, going to seminary, attending church, and participating in my ward activities has helped me to feel the Spirit, have more joy throughout my day, and to find some humility and patience.

Samuel Young- I am a disciple of Jesus Christ by going to seminary, even though I am tired and do not always love it, and by serving. For example, I give my sister “shotgun” every morning. I find peace going to the temple and attending the temple is a way to be a disciple

Derek Simmons- I am a disciple of Jesus Christ. One of the ways I show that I am a disciple is by serving others, whether it is as simple as holding the door for someone or as massive as helping my sister clean her room…it gets bad. But regardless serving others brings me joy and brings me closer to Christ. I testify that as we strive to be a disciple of Christ we will be blessed. I know the scriptures are true. I testify that power comes from attending the temple regularly- it has changed my life

Emmeline Young- I am a disciple of Christ because I felt His love and teachings transform my life through His example of service, compassion, and humility. I have learned the importance of following Him and striving to become more like Him. As a disciple, I seek to live the commandments, serve others, and share the gospel, knowing that in doing so, I can bring light to the lives of those around me. I testify the Jesus Christ is the Savior of the world and as I follow Him, I find peace, joy, and purpose in His name.