A little Sunday shot

Here happens to be 4 of my absolute favorite people.....they are my motivation for so many things in life and make me better. 

Note from my boy

From Will

To mom

I love you now (no) matter what, even when you think it's me that made Chris cry. I will still love you even when you hurt me

Ginny's 1st cross country race

Ginny ran her first cross country race on 9/5. She was so nervous for it all day, worried she would place last. I felt like a broken record telling her repeatedly that just being able to finish would be a huge accomplishment. She was not first but she wasn't last either (towards the end part of the middle crew). Her time was 12:42 for 1.25 miles. Waiting on her to round the finish corner, my heart was bursting at the seams wanting her to feel accomplished and not discouraged. She was chipper at the end. We stayed to encourage the boys team and watched until the last one crossed the finish line. My heart was warned as I'd watch those exhausted young men approach so exhausted but somehow muster the energy to keep going when they heard others chant for them. Right then I decided that in life, we all need supporters and chanters....to some, that's what gives the extra ump to go one. 

Happy 11th Ms. Aubree!

Eleven years ago our lives became a little more enriched when a beautiful young lady joined out family. Aubree is our child who would rather give to others than receive. She's a gem. Aubree made the volleyball team this year at school and is enjoying Elmore Park. She's very excited to be in her dads STEM class and found out today she now qualifies for the gifted program. Her favorite places to eat right now are Chick-Fil-A and CiCi's pizza. She had a swim party and enjoyed herself. It warms my heart to see my babies happy. 

Feelings of insecurities

Today was the first day for teachers to go back for school. It was not as pleasant as I would've hoped and I felt very insecure. This year I will be teaching 8th grade science and social studies. You would think I'd be completely confident being married to Jake with science because he's the expert and everyone in the district loves him.  Multiple times when I was introduced, it was my name and he was my hubby. The challenge ahead of me is to aspire to be as good as he is in science. He is very well respected. I became a little annoyed today that he freely gave everyone all his work and information. (I was hoping that would be an advantage I had) He said it was obvious that I became annoyed and he's certain everyone knew it and his colleagues may think we have a bad relationship. Yet, that's not true...we have a great relationship in my book and anyone whoever hears me speak of him would know that. I was hoping that together we would be a duo an collaborate but right now at this moment, I feel that I am a hinderence to him. So, I guess here's to praying for improvement on my part and a better tomorrow than I've had this far. I am home thirty minutes before I'm off to PTA and to a little real estate after that. 

Texas trip

We made a quick trip to Texas to visit family over the 4th. I feel beyond blessed to live in this great nation.  I LOVE America.  Sometimes trips to Texas are a little over whelming for me but I love seeing my husband enjoy his family.

 

Virtuous women

There is never any doubt in my mind that my husband loves me. He makes me happy and often I feel better than I am around him, even like a princess. However, there are moments or rare actions that make me feel, although he loves me, that he may not always want me. I am confident there is no other person that he'd prefer to spend time with but I want him to "desire" me all the time. The world can have a way of making us feel less or not as pretty if we do not meet what society deems as beautiful. There are days when I feel not cute because I do not fit the mold. However, I am trying to fit the mold that my Heavenly Father finds beautiful. I strive to be virtuous, patient, and find the good in situations. I want to make lives better by being in them. I want to have a gentle heart and show my children through example that even women whom the world may glance at and call average to the Lord, those very women may be the most beautiful at that time.